Can't slp again tonight... Been feeling very upset, yet its repressed.. I dunnno hwo to describe this feeling... Its filled with so much anguish and sadness but yet at the same time, once ignored, this feeling will just diminished... Wierd...

Guess i realy love u too deep... I canot do it... Iam so weak afterall... There's nth i can possibly do... Iam so angry that i feel like ignoring u, yet at the same time, i wanna see u... I dunnno what to do at all... My heart's filled with so much turmoil...

How i wish i could forget u so easily and just move on with my life... =(