Yawnzzz.. As iam writing, iam at my cousin's house in malaysia doing nth. My bestie cuzzie has gone for driving lesson... Argh! Boring.. Anyway, came to update on my life. nth much happened though, just completed an order worth 10000 over grand... Imagine the tonnes of goods i have to pack and collect from neighbouring compnaies. And yes sharon, i know ur tired of doing it. But dun give up ya.
Finally after next week, it will be my 2nd mth of IAP, reallly can't wait for this to end man.. Its seriously sian. Anyway, yesterday met zz and gang for bball. Met 2 ex Jss players. Fking stuckup. Whilst playing 3 V3, one of them decided to style his hair and the other happily toking to the eprson styling his hair and only one playrer of that team helped in scoring and they are damn good. from 10-6 (to our advantage) till 11-10. With that kind of attitude in bball, they can still win. Damn angry bout it!!!
Anyway, in a very bad mood yest. and i kindda attitude my sister, so iam sorry bout that though i know u wun be reading this but i apologise. Sometimes i wonder whether i will end up like that korean kid... He's those people who are full of anger and sadness, and he channeled his sorrows to killling innocent people.
they blamed the government for allowing guns。 They blame the poeple around him for being so aloof to him. They blamed asians for this kindda thing。。。 They blame the culture intrusion of asians into the US. Because both kinds of people share exact different things. I mean its really not about whose fault u know, its a tragedy, no one wants this to happen. Human beings just love finding someone to blame when something happens. Well, i guess thats a way of how we deal with our problems and channel all our sadness we feel towards the incident to someone or a community of people.
All in all, its important for people to know that tragedies happen all around. And every yr thousands of african kids died of Aids and hunger, and the large number of iraqis who are killed in bomb incidents, but why are these news not stiring up that much feelings and reaction? See what i mean now? Tragedies happen, it whether u choose to accept or move on or ignore and keep blaming others for this situation. Its something that no one wants and i guess even the killer does not want to kill a person if he is in a sound mind.
Anyway, my post is getting very long, and iam kindda tired. Monday blues is setting in and i barely meet up with my friends, so sian la! Ciao...
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