I know i can do it, i know i can endure it. Continue doing what u hate till it becomes a routine and then making everyday a learning lesson, thats how i motivate myself, thats how i divert my unhappiness to motivation. I'm learning all i can, if u dun teach, i will learn it myself. I will ask all the questions i can, i will start from the basic and make sure i grasp all that i'm learning now, cox i believe that every thing u do, no matter how easy or how hard, how useless it is or what roles ur given, as long as u have give in ur best, ur 110% effort, everything will churn out fine. Treat everyday as a lesson, for these little things uve learnt and gain becomes a form of knowledge which will help u grow and mature in the future.

I hate my job, yeah, so what. I find it boring, unchallenging, too easy for me, it is within capabilities of any person not from my course, that ws my thinking for the past one mth. And that was when i sudddenly thought, this is a good oppunity for me to lear basics and how Iam beggining to make everyday a lesson, and learn not to whine like a baby in fornt of my mother. Iam learning to contain my unhappiness and take on any jobs no matter how easy it is, be it delivery or moving goods or what, i always give in my best effort.

Just wanna keep this post as a note to myself, to persevere till the end. So what if u sweat till ur clothes turn wet everyday? So what if ur doing simple things? In the end, ur actually learning smth that u urself am not aware of. To u peeps, if u guys dun even know why iam writing this and thinking what the heck is this post bout, well, this post is simply a note to myself, just a remembrance. Thats all folks.