Just went to my sis graduation ceremony just now at SIM, kindda boring, with speeches given by the chacellor and other pple. Finally saw my sis wearing the grad. robe. I felt very proud of her. My parents kept saying if i worked hard, i will be able t wear a robe too. I fullly know what their intention is But i dun wanna live my life just to get a cert. Even my parents said, 30000 dolllars and in the end its a piece of paper that we are after. But this paper can do wonderous things such as getting jobs and acheiving further from ur present education state.

How i wish i could live in a world where everything is free, i dun have to spend money to get to other places. living in a world full of love form friends, but what i am going through in life is the extreme opp.

Well, i readmy friends' blog, most of them seemed to have a goodtime going out with friends but iam cooped up at home laying eggs. Call me a loner if u all want, but i just prefer staying at home doing nth at all. Just filling my thoughts and day dreaming bout someone.

Hope my leg heal quickly and i will be able to go out! Can't help but thinking that iam really in a very depressed state. My daily dose of happiness is temporary unavilable. Hahaz, finally i know what addiction is all abt.

Iam really sad, really depressed at heart, i dunnno why, just couldn't explain the feelings... Anyone knows what iam going through??

---> I really can't stay happy without u, u noe how impt u are to me?? <---