Aye aye peeps... Din do much except that i used the com almost the whole day today.And finally ive finished watching inuyasha!! The last episode was really not the last episode as debated by the fans of inuyasha. ANyway, did alot of thinking throughout the holidays and sometimes i will think of death, what happpens after our generation blah blah blah...

Will human race be exterminated by aliens, will in the end be killed by the pollution we ourselves created, or will there be natural disaster and we will all die. Or we wil end up like the dinosaurs,wiped out by a meteorite? This leaves me one question, human lives are that fragile afterall huh. We are actually living in self delusion, coz we know that we might die one day, but we still continue to live. And when we are old,prblems like sickness, worring of your children not wanting to take care of u and death starts coming. So whats the use of academic and work achievements when we are gonna face death in the end. I know that iam repititing a topic discussed by many pple, i know iam digressing a little too much.

As ive said, we might get killed right? And now we are facing a population crisis with only 20000 plus new born babies each yr. Supposedly around 10 or 20 yrs ago, we have bout 30000 plus newborn babies and as the yrs go on, about 10000 babies are lacking, and can u imagine in the next 10 or 20 yrs? We are gonna be extinct, man... Maybe iam thinking too much, but these are issues that we must care i think we must care.

Look at what holidays have done to me, it gets me to think through bout life and death, population crisis and what i want and what i wanna achieve in life.

i simply think that having an achievement is really nth, its how u die thats important. But in order to do things u like, money is definitely a factor. Which is where these academic achievements come in. Okok, enough of that, hope ive stir some kind of emotion within u... Maybe my paragraphs are a little random and u may not understand, but what i wanna express is that this world have way too much problems and yet we are choosing to ignore it. Maybe self delusion is a kind of self-defence for mankind, coz if we keep worrying bout death, all of us will end up having depression.

Anyway, ive heard 2 great songs which ive liked it alot, Chase cars by snow patrol and Far away by nickelback. do listen to these 2 songs. Ok ok, gonna go. Sorry for the randomness. Lolz. Pls try and underdstand what i wanna express, coz even i, am confused bout what iam toking bout though. Ciao.

----> I wanna hold on to u and nv let go.. <----