Somehow i feel lethargic every single day...
Be it mentally or physically...
It seems that iam running away from something...
Be it a thought or an emotion or even the tiresome waiting of a physical self to appear...
Its so tiring for me...
It seems that i can find no place in my mind which doesn't have a shadow of existence of you...

I was on the bus today and somehow i was reminded of you again... Once again i broke your promise to not think of you... iam sorry.