It sucks to not have your clique going to an overseas trip with u and missing out tonnes of fun and probably foreseeing yourself getting stuck in hotel playing masak masak on ur own...
It sucks to not get a subsidy not even 100 bucks...
It sucks to not have a room mate whom your close with, in the first place those who are close with me did not go...
It sucks to not go visit samsung!
It sucks overall... but i still wanna go... Maybe i should explore the place on my own... and enjoy the cold breeze...
Comtemplating again...

Iam running away, iam leaving this place... to a faraway place where thoughts of you can't reach me...