my life took a 360 degree turn starting from next week, with attachment and stuff.. chalet was alright, but din really enjoy myself. All i can say is that i'm ultra ridiculous, getting jealous and angry for nothing... getting emo for nothing, and somehow i just wanna be left alone, cox it feels more comfortable this way.. Iam upset and thus made her upset too... All i can say is after IAP, everything changes... How will i get used to life without u? Iam still searching for an answer... No mood to blog today, anyway to those going for attachment good luck... And to her, iam sorry,, iam a person who does not know how to express his emotions... i just dunno how to handle these kindda things... Who knows how much iam going through now.... Its a tough ride but i can make it through somehow..

---> iam forced to give up finally, no more sunshine, only sorrows... <----