ultimately, its attitude that determines whether u are likeable amongst ur friends or not... if u have a shitty attitude and treating pple around u like dirt... u ain't getting any respect amongst ur friends... Sometimes i just feel that pple take me for granted... venting fustrations unnecessary, finding fault with me for nth etc... Its tiring to have friends sometimes... Esp. if they dun understand how much you have sacrificed and how much i have tried to accomodate their way of handling certain things... No one knows... Maybe being alone is what i love the most... Here i am emoing for nth on 2nd day of new year... just great...

what the f**k are you thinking bout sometimes?