Feelings... is something which is uncontrollable. It not something where u can just stop thinking bout it and thats the end of story, when u know somewhere deep, that feeling still has a glow. Its hard to let go... Its hard to accept that someone u like doesn't like u. One good friend once told me, "u can't expect any person u like to like u back", which really is so true...

Sometimes i wish i can smile for the rest of the day and be happy, but its always not the case. Whenever iam alone wthout my friends, i revert back to myself... A gloomy and unhappy me. In the end, i started asking myself, why am i studying so hard, why am i trying to be happy in front of her, why din i bring the courage to tell her iam unhappy and more whys... In the end, i find myself daydreaming bout something where i can nv get my answers...

Some things are just not meant to be... Sorry, i just got a little emo... but i promised that i will get better... i will try, cox there are many more things in life which is more impt! tc all...

its hard to accept the fact that your going somewhere, far from me...