Why is it that whenever u have a prob, u wun come and approach me?! Why are u able to take things so lightly? Why pretend to be happy when i obviously know that your sad? Why are u making yourself suffering, you could have told me that ur sad, or maybe u weren't??

Maybe i thought i knew you well, i thought i could detect at least smth when ur dissapointed. Iam useless afterall. I couldn't even help solve your prob. Everytime you would be so chatty, but after that incident, you became quiet. My heart sle to doank that instant. I knew how u feel, yet i wasn't able to do anything!? Argh! What am i thinking at that time, to be joking around and not serious and not sparing a thought bout ur feelings??! i hate myself!!